It looks like my earlier message didn't show up in any fashion to be useful.

I don't know what to say on a day like today. I don't think anyone does.

I'm thankful that it sounds like my friends in NYC and DC are ok -- though I fear I didn't forget anyone. Though I'm terribly saddened for all of the people that lost loved ones today; or those that are injured. And for our country.

I used to be optimistic about the future. I'm not sure I am anymore.

I just don't know what else to say. I just want to hide, escape...

take care all of you.